More news from Haiti. People are not getting the food and water they need in the countryside. Skirmishes and panic add to the frustration of the families trying to care for their young.

I got a fill in my band today – so I won’t overeat. ….but I still do.

Now what in the hell am I thinking?  What in the hell am I doing?

My belly is swollen like the starving children.  The doctor says it’s scar tissue from 4 abdomenal surgeries.  It has taken on a life of it’s own.  We could use it to play basketball.  I look more pregnant than when I was pregnant.  Ridiculous.

And people really are starving in Haiti. God, please hear their cries and let the world help them.

I’m pathetic.