Starving to have no size at all
Starving to have no size at all
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Starving to have no size at all
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Meme has been relegated to the basement family room. She sits in a tiny chair by the fireplace I hate. She is surrounded by Rubbermaid boxes containing fragments and shreds of my life. Her arms are reaching out as if she is trying to keep them from falling on her. Interesting imagery. I haven’t thought…
I went back to work refreshed and invigorated. I needed the time off desperately. About a half an hour in to the day, an e-mail came through telling us about the need to take yet another furlough. ARGGG! I can’t afford any more time away from work. Now I’m scrambling to find a second job…
Where did the last two weeks go? It’s all a blur. A fun blur at that. Let’s start with the party – the Pester/Strange/Listermann/McCafferty party was quite a success. The food was incredible. We had a pot luck. One dish was better than the next. Food was everywhere. So was the laughter and camaraderie that…
I have this idea that when spring comes my mental attitude will improve. Is that possible? Hope so. The lap band makes no difference whether I feel full or otherwise. It seems in the morning I’m swollen and then I feel restriction, but as the day goes by, I feel nothing. I get hungry and…
More news from Haiti. People are not getting the food and water they need in the countryside. Skirmishes and panic add to the frustration of the families trying to care for their young. I got a fill in my band today – so I won’t overeat. ….but I still do. Now what in the hell…
This is the week-end where Fred and I will merge our families. We’re hosting a party at the clubhouse. Lots of food and fun! I’m hoping everyone likes each other as much as we like them. I hope everyone has a great time. I’m nervous (of course). Worry Wart that I am. I really do…